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Autobiography:

Name: Magz, formally known as Margretta

Birthday: 1st of june 1989

Star Sign: Gemini

Statue: single, but not available

Current saying: negro please!

Currently annoying rant: how fucked up the education system is by degrading english and making us poor students overanalyze every freakin movie, show, book we watch/read. POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!

Secret: I'm a hopeless romantic ^_^ dispite what I may say or do, I'm a sucker for anything lurvveee. Ssshhhhhh... don't tell anyone!

My Sunshines

My Anh <3
Monica <3
Amanda <3
Michelle <3
Wendy <3
Aqueedah <3

Things That Make You Go MmMmMm... (aka interests)

* Writing - Its where I write things I probably wouldn't do or say... ah, who am I kidding? LoLz! Its just where I flex and stretch my talent

* Drawing (though really shit at it, but I can have dreams!)

* Shopping - Its a sport on its own, and very theraputic. You can NEVER have too many accessories! Can I get a hell yeah?

* Playing Pool - I'm actually really good at it. Not to beep my own horn... but... BEEP BEEP! LoLz

* Gossiping and Bitching - Theres nothing like a good gossip session and bitchfest with good friends. Its how girls bond, I advice everyone do it.

* Love Songs - I LOVE love songs. The emotion, the lyrics, the meaning. Ahhh... Its beautiful!

* Spending Time Alone - I know that makes me sound like a hermit, but spending time with yourself is the best! especially because I'm such good company! ^_^

Bold as Love

hey hey sunshines! welcome to my little corner of the world wide web. beautiful isn't it? enjoy yourself!

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hey its been a hot day, farrrkkk!!! but the end of the term is sooo near! cant wait but i dont want it to end!! nooo.... gonna miss all my bubzies. anyways i've put my story 'pic-if-will' on hiatus for a while. partly cos i'm too lazy n partly cos i have no inspiration to write it. now i've gone back to writing short stories n character studies. i wrote like four stories so far. heres a breif summary of what they are about.

1. falling : its actually a character story about my anh. heheh yer i jst woke up n was like woah i feel like writing. its about a chick who is falls in love but was too afraid and in the end she must move on. its interesting, i enjoyed writing it and its very descriptive.

2. heat : heheh wellz this one is about two peepz getting it on really when its hot. lolz its very descriptive too! but its more about senuality and spirituality then sex, well i'd like to think ^^. it has a whole lotta innunedo. very tasty smut hehehe^_*.

3. grey area : i was thinking about how i wanted to die, if i was a warrior, when i was laying in my bed last week n this idea came to me. its nicesly writing, or so i'd like to think ^...^' its again descriptive. lolz wat can i say? i like describing things.. or peepz.

4. simplicity : well i havent finished this one. i dont know if its gonna b a character study for monica or a short story. its original supposed to be for her but i'll have to see what happens. so far its about an angel that comes down from heaven just to touch snow. heheh cant wait to finish it.

so yeh those are my short stories so far, i want to make a collection lolz. we'll see. the song i'm currently inlove with is 'vindicated' by dashboard confessions. heheh its soo good. u want lyrics? okies hehehe.

Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine ahead has caught my eye

And roped me in so mesmerizing

It's so hypnotizing

I am captivated

I am

Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear

I'm right

Swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now

The things you swore you saw yourself

So clear

Like the diamond in your ring

Cut to mirror your intention

Oversized and overwhelmed

The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me so

Isolated so

Motivated I am

Certain now that I am

Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

Swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now

The things you swore you saw yourself

So tired of the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment for forever

Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'd be in

Too deep now to ever swim

Against the current

So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away

Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

Swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now

The things you swore you saw yourself

My hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

u like? heheh goodies. anyway u know who is sooooooo hot? hehehe JUDE LAW. like i didnt even notice him manz then i saw n man i fell, hard. he is like woah man english hottie fuck! good lord he is smokin. he has that british arrogance that i find irresitable. lolz yeh i know, weird but hey whatever turns u on ^^. i'm gonna go but first i want to paste the story for u. the 'grey area' one okies? hope u enjoy and see u around.

©

Grey Area

You stand outside, watching, waiting. For what I am not certain, for whom I can’t be sure. Your eyes slither across the field of shattered glass, blood and lifeless bodies. Souls try to reach out to you. They yearn for freedom, they yearn for redemption. You ignore screams that are heard somewhere over the planes, focussing your eyes only on me.

You step closer. Eyes devoid of any emotion and your stance regal. I could back away easily if I wished, but I don’t. Instead I await your arrival. I can hear your black polished boots crunch on the glass and for a moment I am nervous.

I have never feared death. It is something to be expected. You live and you die, there is no in between, there is no grey area. But when you look at me as if I am nothing but a thing you must abolish I worry if this is the end.

You seem weary. Rich red blood decorates your once navy blue generals uniform. Golden hair sticks to your face, slightly covering your sky blue eyes. Your lips are pressed together in a thin line and your cheeks are tinted pink from the heat.

Another step closer.

My heart is beating rapidly. I clutch my sword handle, ready for battle. The wind picks up and glass is flying recklessly in the air. I wince as apiece cuts just below my eye. Blood oozes out and I lightly trace the mark. It is not too deep.

Another step closer and sweat has begun to form, falling gracefully down my nose and resting at the tip. My breathing is harsh, and my lungs feel like they are throbbing. You stop directly in front of me. I am too afraid to gaze into your eyes so I stare at the carnage behind you.

“So it has come to this.”

Your voice is hard. I can feel your eyes burning into mine but I continue to look past. Your sun-kissed hair floating in my view, I blink my eyes away and let them fall on you finally. My eyes travel over your form yet again only now time seemed to be slowing down. A light glow is surrounding you, causing your figure to become a silhouette. You remind me of an angel and I could have sworn I saw you smile faintly.

But the moment was short lived and reality snapped back bitterly.

“Yield now.”

I narrow my eyes, “never.”

You raise your sword. I follow in suit, raising mine as well. We circle each other, slowly at first then you lung forward at me. I step clean out of the way. You smirk and attack again, hitting me with jabs and blows. I block most of them effectively but grimace as you land a kick to my stomach.

Stumbling back I raise my sword this time lunging at you. Our swords grate roughly against each other. I apply pressure then withdraw, catching you off guard.

“What is the matter woman? Fight me.”

I hear your taunts but your breath is shallow. I want to wipe that smirk off your beautiful face and replace it with something more familiar but then I remember this is war and their can only be one survivor. I move again, circling you. I land a swift jab to your back and hear you pant deeply.

Out of pure instinct you swing your sword around but I duck and kick your feet from under you. I see you wobble to regain composure and it is my turn to smirk. We keep moving, attacking each other with series of swings, jabs, blows until you stop. I raise an eyebrow as you lower your sword, stepping towards me casually.

We are face to face, my sword has not lowered but you do not seem to care. Your free hand lightly touches the bruise where the glass cut me. I close my eyes briefly as you caress my cheek softy. Your fingers are warm despite your cold exterior and I wonder if I am wrong about you. That maybe you are not the evil I must destroy, or a bastard that needed to be tamed but a lost soul trying to find meaning in a world full of paradoxes. That maybe you are just like me.

But I don’t want to think about that or you. I push your hand aside and move away but you grab onto my arm and pull me back to you. Your sword is pivoted at your side. You raise it steadily and without hesitation plunge the cool metal into me. I wince in excruciating pain but do not scream. I can see your sky blue eyes staring at me with no regret but there are other emotions I can identify.

My sword drops to the ground. You have a tight grip on me so I cannot fall and I begin to grin. You look at me with understanding… and something else but I am not sure. My vision has begun to darken and all I can see before I close my eyes is the glowing silhouette around you.

I do not fear death.

It is something to be expected. You live and you die, there is no in between, there is no grey area.

MaGz [ 4:19 pm ]

1 Comments:

woooww man..!! all these stories u writing -winks- can't wait 2 go skool 2morrow 2 hear bout ur weekend if J-to-da-Y kekekeke!! ^_______^
remember 2 send me copies of ALL ur stories k? MWAHZ lurve ya heaps!

By -*- My Anh -*-, at 10:16 pm